When we was in Cornwall and she didn’t want to return to her home, she asked me to give her a year to sort herself out. She said in that time she would talk Lee round to be able to leave him to come home but to be able to keep him as a friend. I know this was more of her manipulation, more of her games and if she is truly the narc that people say she is then its all part of the hoovering process…
Her year is almost up. In a matter of a few days it will have been a year. That is a whole year of our lives that she has ruined and wasted.
Of course that is her choice. She is a grown adult and its entirely up to her if she wants to live the downtrodden life she is living but then she has to accept that she chose the path we walk.
It is my choice to fulfil her requests – one of which was that I was dead. I have done everything she asked for all these years so why stop now?
She has made my life such a misery that it is no longer worth living. She has caused my mental illness, the deterioration in my physical illness and the absolute hell in which I am expected to live. That is a medical opinion by psychiatrists and GP’s and she is aware of that as she has had the reports.
She is responsible, and no matter what anyone else says, she remains responsible and lets not forget that is a professional opinion now and not just something I am saying.
I just hope she is able to live with her choices.
As for poor Lee … we all know whats coming. I hope that the losses you suffer are worth it to you. You’re up next!
This site will continue to be hosted in my absence and more evidence will be loaded but you wont hear my thoughts and views on the subject. My files have all been passed on.
Don’t be sad. I am here for another couple of days and I will be loading and loading and loading so stick with me.
One last favour – share, share, share and share the site. Lets get this out there as much as we can.
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